Thursday, February 11, 2010
DUN MISS ME!~ ^^" jkjk.
Performing in tmr's sch CNY celebrations too!! Those in CCHY pls look out for me & huanwen ^^ were performing~!!!!!!!!! LOL. Can skip class ^^" hehe. go find us and see our AMAZING performance! No la jk ^^"
Last but not least, just wanna dedicate this space to qianwei:
I know eu feel like backsliding.. It's alwaays like this when eu dun seem to be able to feel God in ur life anymore and think it's meaningless to stay on. I had this feeling too. I gotta admit, I had this feeling alot of times. But everytime I sit down again to ask myself, WHY? Why am I serving God? I always seem to find the answer and bring myself back on my feet. Just take a few min to ask urself.. why are eu serving God? I remembered coz I knew howmuch God blessed me.. How many times He saved me when I was at my wits' end.. How many times I thought it would be impossible but it worked thru coz of Him.. How many times He picked me up when I fell. It's different for everyone but this is MY drive. So.. What's yours? I'm sure eu'll find it qianwei! Eu must jiayou to stay strong ok.. All ur lg members are rooting for eu too.. :) JIAYOU QIANWEI, MY SISTER IN CHRIST!! Will pray for eu too :D JIAYOU!!
This space for junkai:
please please please jiayou in sch.. Do eu know ur shepherd, ur brother chao guan xin ni ma? Wa.. really envy you.. (will go home repent^^") coz got lots of ppl caring for you, plus eu can go out almost all the time any time eu want.. but if eu are not willing to change for God, no one can help eu lerhs.. jiayou ok? even tho I know when it comes to being serious eu are really serious and eu really try to give God ur best.. I know eu DO have good points.. everyone in God does.. :D but try to change for God kay? Will pray for eu ^^ and dun keep sleeping in class teacher keep scolding eu T.T
P.S. photos on valentines event on 9feb will be uploaded on facebook the moment I reach singapore again after CNY ;D nicholas & daniel be mentally prepared!! ^^" haha. me = sadist ^^"
Ending here. CYA guys on TUES/WED!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be back xD wait for meeeeeee~~
Hasta la vista!
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8:20 AM
8:20 AM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Btw, I knew how my phone was passed from person to person during the valentines event. Coz I showed my phone to Kejing and... all hell broke loose. JKJK^^" Kejing was screaming, "OMG I want that phone!! 12.1 Megapixel! 12.1 Megpixel!! Wa!! wa!!" and began showing everyone she saw. My poor, poor brand new phone T.T jkjk^^"
and I felt like a spy working for Junlin (junkai's brother) & Jiajun (junkai's shepherd)... sheesh. Oh wells. That might just be the reason I went into 3D anyway. I'll shine for God! Yeah! ^^
Today's LG was great too xD SUPER thank God for today too!! Coz I managed to go for LG again after a suuuuuper long time due to CCA.. and today CO cancelled coz teacher never come.. But really thank God I could go ;D We had lots of fun playing games together as a lg!! Forfeits, games.. fellowship was AWESOME. Testimony && holycomm too ;D me, joan, kejing, jinan, caroline, brenda, bernice, anqi... memories.
Sharlene mentioned yesterday that actually NORTH had alot of ppl. But ppl are backsliding, backsliding.. This friday guys, tho I'm not gonna be around (will be in msia fr CNY for ppl who dunno) do ur best.. to get back all those backsliders to God kay? ;D God is with you, dun worry. Just do ur best for God, and God will see ur heart. JIAYOU PEOPLE!!!
That's all for tonight folks!! Anyo~
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6:53 AM
6:53 AM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
people using my phone to take pics of the surroundings.. Lgs here & there ^^ woodlands mrt.
Me & Kejing!! xD amongst a crowd. Photographer: xinru~
more lg candid shots~
nicholas & daniel. But main focus nick. He thought he looked nice and bluetoothed =.=" zilian. Photographer: Kejing
hmm. something wrong with this pic. I wonder what.. xD Photographer: none other than yuwen herself.
xueyong & yongen =.= zilian is becoming both-gender dominating. beware!! xueyong I still wun forgive eu for putting this as my wallpaper!! no la jkjk ^^"
last station of amazing race. daniel had to wear girl's pink pyjamas & high socks O_O for the courtesy of daniel, I will only put one pic of him emo-ing in the corner due to pai-sehness. ^^" hehe
hahahahaha ^^" sry nicholas, this is for viewing pleasure (especially for sadists)
Therefore, we can conclude 12.1MP phones rock!! ^^" LOL.
Will stop here, gotta sleep. I realise I always blog late into the night T.T
Oyasumi.
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6:17 AM
6:17 AM
Monday, February 8, 2010
Btw, tmr there's valentine's event for the whole north at woodlands! xD Be there or be squared~~
No la kidding.
P.S. I dun like DBSK. I seriously don't. But just that the song is reeeeaaaallly nice && SHINee did a cover for it ^^" hehes.
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8:27 AM
8:27 AM
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Woosh. Pretty.
Today me and my family had breakfast.. And the most horrible thing happened. It was at the food court really near where the old yishun library was situated, and.. we saw an old man, in about his 40s or 50s, hitting & abusing his son. It was a sad sight.. His son was crying there, while his father hollered at him && hit him in front of everyone T.T I kept thinking.. that boy.. If he knew God, how good would it be? If he knew God at least he would be free. That made me pick up my determination to save more souls out there.. No matter how many lost souls there may be out there, at least if I tried my best I could save a few.. It's not possible to save all but at least a few.. & God will also know I have tried my best. But just then the most horrible thing happened. The father provoked another old man at the food court, and the man flew into a sudden rage (literally) coz he totally hated the way the guy treated his son, and used his umbrella to hit the father. It was CHAOS. Tables were pushed around, many ppl san kai... This made me think even more. It made me ANGRIER. Seriously for that moment I thought WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD!? Like it was downright plunged into sin.. For sin, ppl fight. For sin, ppl scold vulgar. For sin, they drink. They rob. They kill. I really thought how mad this world is.. And I wanted to cry. I felt so burdened at that point of time.. How come the world could be this cruel.. And I made up my mind. I WOULD SAVE SOULS NO MATTER WHAT. NO MATTER HOW MANY I SAVE I WOULD DO MY BEST TO. Even is I can't save them all.. This incident would be a reminder to me.. Of how chaotic this world is, and.. I WILL SAVE THEM. Another thing struck me at that point in time... How come everytime a mishap occurs, is like me and my family are always on the other far end from the incident, not near it? Last time i remember me && m family were also eating at a foodcourt in sembawang, and the glass door suddenly crashed in a million pieces. It was seriously damn scary. Thank God no one was hurt.. Otherwise it would be in the news :X If we were only a few metres nearer the door we would get hurt. SERIOUSLY. But we weren't. This morning too. My father actually chose a table near to where the incident would take place, but instead we went to a table so much further away. This could only mean that.. God is protecting our family. God will NEVER allow any of my family members or me to get injured. I'm sure, seriously sure that God still has a great plan for me && my family. Never will he let me get injured. And I really thank God fo this :') He is amazing.. && I will never forget His love for me. I will take up the challenge.. And look for what He planned for me. Kayys~ Gotta sleep soon.
Oyasumi nasai.
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7:33 AM
7:33 AM
Friday, February 5, 2010
I might not be able to go for svc again tomorrow.. T.T and somemore I still have mm duty tomorrow.. I really hope I can go!! I will keep praying praying praying.. I MUST HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I really think God gave me this parental persecution, to test it if i can 坚持下去 even if i dun go to svc.. to show He will always be around us no matter what, that we grow in our spiritual lives and mature not becoz of svc alone but more importantly our own personal walk with God, our quiet time. I must constantly keep my spiritual life in check.. Or else seriously. I'm not gonna make it.. I'm not gonna last. For every persecution I face, I must really see the big picture..If I just keep pushing at the obstacle && thinking of how to get rid of it the obstacle wun budge. I must SEE the BIG picture && focus more on growing my spiritual life. && I really musn't give in to the evil temptations of this world!! It is mostly always at this period in time that we easily fall to sin.. So I must be strong && stick to my principles of God's Word!! JIAYOU SARAH! I'll continuously pray for my spiritual life to be strong && more more more more faith.. I think I'm seriously lacking in faith now.. Becoming a coward more and more, less willing to stand up for God.. God!! Give me strength give me faith! I can do it with you, nothing is impossible with You! xD
Yosh.. Gonna eat dinner soon.. Afterwards will go Youtube (^^") then do homework && study && ask my parents if I can go svc (will pray before asking!) God I trust in you!
That's all for now, さよなら (sayonara) ~~ xD
Nekos.
P.S. Why do I keep watching SHINee Reality Show Behind The Scenes... =.=" Here is one ep! ^^" hehe
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5:01 AM
5:01 AM
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Anyways, today was a slow and nice day... there's LG tomorrow! xD looking forward to it~ && I really hope I can go svc.. AHH!! I have mm duty this sat T.T God, please help me.. Give me strength.. Give me faith.. I need to trust in you. 5 months.. will not be possible to take without you. Yosh! I'll jiayou in my studies & show my parents I can do it!! And pray they will allow me to go back church faster :D
Hmmm... for today's TO-DO-LIST!! xD xD
-HOMEWORK
-Quiet Time
-Watch random Youtube videos ^^"
-Email Huanwen & sms anqi soap
-Few days later go get my preeeeeeeeeeeeeeety new LG chocolate BL40~
Yup!! & here's a pic of the LG chocolate I so love:
That's all, humans!
P.S. Girls' Generation is a crazy girl band who created a song PLUS a mv just for the new chocolate BL40. Created a SONG for a PHONE. It's called "Chocolate Love"! ^^"
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1:12 AM
1:12 AM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Yosh. Last 海派甜心 vid ^^ This is the bloopers, super funny must watch~~ xD
P.S. Yosh. I'll learn Korean!~ x3 && study for Amaths... =.=
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4:26 AM
4:26 AM
Monday, February 1, 2010
watch this watch this!! Most touching scene of 海派甜心 T.T
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7:38 AM
7:38 AM
aww.. SHINee's 1st day of concert was just over T.T I can't go... oh wells. Hope they can come to Singapore again ^^
Learnt something from God today!! xD it just struck me in class.. Yeah I wasn't paying attention to teacher hehe ^^" but I was paying attention to God..! Eh actually not really.. Coz God just struck me yeah ;D
I've been thinking.. my spiritual life nowadays has been more and more cui.. what with me not being able to go to svc all the time and stuff T.T God told me I'm just like a fan.. that only turns when the wind blows. Just like a windmill.. I only turn when there are ppl PUSHING me to. I only grow in God when ppl are helping to push me. But that is TOTALLY WRONG!! It just really struck me with what persecution I have now, is really very hard to just grow in God with ppl pushing me. Now, it's just me and God.. even tho my shepherd can help me too but i know she can't be 24hrs with me.. and seriously have the HEART to GROW. A windmill HAS NO SKELETON. Seriously. God told me I gotta be a battery-powered fan. I can chioooong for God my best ;D then when I run out of energy.. I dun have to worry coz God is there to recharge me. I can rest in God.. Then when I'm 100% full again I can chiiooong for God again xD But at least I should first try my best to 自愿 grow and be a battery-powered fan.. then God will do e rest ;D yup will pray for this! ^^ God I'm sure I can do it with you! xD
Hehe. Just finished my hw and am blogging now BD may try revising... tho i dunno what to study for =.= amaths..? Hmm. Maybe. Oh well. Off to do weird stuff ^^"
היי שלום!! xD ... this is goodbye for hebrew.. dunno whether is accurate hehe ^^" bye....?
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5:56 AM
5:56 AM