Friday, February 5, 2010
I might not be able to go for svc again tomorrow.. T.T and somemore I still have mm duty tomorrow.. I really hope I can go!! I will keep praying praying praying.. I MUST HAVE FAITH IN GOD. I really think God gave me this parental persecution, to test it if i can 坚持下去 even if i dun go to svc.. to show He will always be around us no matter what, that we grow in our spiritual lives and mature not becoz of svc alone but more importantly our own personal walk with God, our quiet time. I must constantly keep my spiritual life in check.. Or else seriously. I'm not gonna make it.. I'm not gonna last. For every persecution I face, I must really see the big picture..If I just keep pushing at the obstacle && thinking of how to get rid of it the obstacle wun budge. I must SEE the BIG picture && focus more on growing my spiritual life. && I really musn't give in to the evil temptations of this world!! It is mostly always at this period in time that we easily fall to sin.. So I must be strong && stick to my principles of God's Word!! JIAYOU SARAH! I'll continuously pray for my spiritual life to be strong && more more more more faith.. I think I'm seriously lacking in faith now.. Becoming a coward more and more, less willing to stand up for God.. God!! Give me strength give me faith! I can do it with you, nothing is impossible with You! xD
Yosh.. Gonna eat dinner soon.. Afterwards will go Youtube (^^") then do homework && study && ask my parents if I can go svc (will pray before asking!) God I trust in you!
That's all for now, さよなら (sayonara) ~~ xD
Nekos.
P.S. Why do I keep watching SHINee Reality Show Behind The Scenes... =.=" Here is one ep! ^^" hehe
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