aww.. SHINee's 1st day of concert was just over T.T I can't go... oh wells. Hope they can come to Singapore again ^^

Learnt something from God today!! xD it just struck me in class.. Yeah I wasn't paying attention to teacher hehe ^^" but I was paying attention to God..! Eh actually not really.. Coz God just struck me yeah ;D

I've been thinking.. my spiritual life nowadays has been more and more cui.. what with me not being able to go to svc all the time and stuff T.T God told me I'm just like a fan.. that only turns when the wind blows. Just like a windmill.. I only turn when there are ppl PUSHING me to. I only grow in God when ppl are helping to push me. But that is TOTALLY WRONG!! It just really struck me with what persecution I have now, is really very hard to just grow in God with ppl pushing me. Now, it's just me and God.. even tho my shepherd can help me too but i know she can't be 24hrs with me.. and seriously have the HEART to GROW. A windmill HAS NO SKELETON. Seriously. God told me I gotta be a battery-powered fan. I can chioooong for God my best ;D then when I run out of energy.. I dun have to worry coz God is there to recharge me. I can rest in God.. Then when I'm 100% full again I can chiiooong for God again xD But at least I should first try my best to 自愿 grow and be a battery-powered fan.. then God will do e rest ;D yup will pray for this! ^^ God I'm sure I can do it with you! xD

Hehe. Just finished my hw and am blogging now BD may try revising... tho i dunno what to study for =.= amaths..? Hmm. Maybe. Oh well. Off to do weird stuff ^^"
היי שלום!! xD ... this is goodbye for hebrew.. dunno whether is accurate hehe ^^" bye....?

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